it is the portal through which new possibilities are awaiting me.
passing it may lead to a much-desired but never-before-obtainable career path.
it may bring me financial and job security.
it may allow me to be welcomed into the fold of that elite strata of society of that funky bunch of people known as attorneys.
it could change my life for the better -- or for the worse.
it is an all-encompassing goal that my life has been directed towards at for, like, ever now. it is the pivotal hurdle i have to leap over.
i should be concentrating on it to the exclusion of all else. nothing else should pass through my mind except visions of myself slowly, inexorably, yet with quietly assured confidence getting through the three-day examination and passing.
so then why am i letting myself get distracted from the task at hand?
why am i having such a hard time concentrating?
why have i spent the past two hours reading the same five pages of real property?
there are only two reasons, really, why i'm so distracted. . . . but they are two pretty big reasons:
1. because i can't stop thinking about someone i'm completely crazy about; and*sigh*
2. because i need a cigarette again.
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