it was hard to stop. there were many things that happened, many ideas that occurred to me right after i put up that last post, things that i could not blog about except only as abbagirl. but i still could not bring myself to blog about them until or unless i discovered what the purpose of this blog should be.
i'm still in the midst of sorting it all out. . . .
in the meantime, with only one month until the bar exam, i only have one thing to say:
i need a fucking cigarette!!
;-P
i hate being a repeat bar exam taker so much. especially in my state, all the odds are stacked against you. traditionally, february bar exams have a pass rate that is about 10 to 15% less than the july exams -- and the pass rate is perhaps even half that for february repeat examinees.
it's hard not to have a heavy heart about these odds.
which is why i could use a damned cigarette right now. as of tomorrow, i will have gone 12 weeks without. that streak is currently in a tenuous state; i probably will not be able to hold out much longer. . . .
:-P
time to do a few practice essays. . . . hope everything is well with everyone!!
