uneasy squirming

i had an uncomfortable session with the therapist today.

discomfitting.

i've never felt this way after a session before.

does the feeling make me not want to see her again?

well . . . yeah!

but i can't just stop seeing. not merely because of this current sentiment. i've come a long way since i began seeing her. she's got my number and reads me really well at this point. and i like her.

but i'm just feeling uncomfortable now. discomfitted. exposed.

because i kind of fibbed during my session. and i think she knows it. and so i feel exposed because of it.

yeah. i deserve it.

:-T