it was hard to stop. there were many things that happened, many ideas that occurred to me right after i put up that last post, things that i could not blog about except only as abbagirl. but i still could not bring myself to blog about them until or unless i discovered what the purpose of this blog should be.
i'm still in the midst of sorting it all out. . . .
in the meantime, with only one month until the bar exam, i only have one thing to say:
i need a fucking cigarette!!
;-P
i hate being a repeat bar exam taker so much. especially in my state, all the odds are stacked against you. traditionally, february bar exams have a pass rate that is about 10 to 15% less than the july exams -- and the pass rate is perhaps even half that for february repeat examinees.
it's hard not to have a heavy heart about these odds.
which is why i could use a damned cigarette right now. as of tomorrow, i will have gone 12 weeks without. that streak is currently in a tenuous state; i probably will not be able to hold out much longer. . . .
:-P
time to do a few practice essays. . . . hope everything is well with everyone!!
6 comments:
Glad to see you back. Stay strong and don't give in to smoking. You've come so far...
thanks, jen. :)
This is like the worst possible time in your life to give up nicotine. Go buy a pack of butts.
xoxoxoxo
~Becky
i'm still half-heartedly trying to stick with jen's advice. it took me so long to get this point of being nicotine-free for twelve whole weeks!
but . . . . i think i might have to take your advice before the week's over, becky. ;)
Weird. In PA, the Feb. bar vis the one with the highest pass rate.
Good luck!
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